Un-good Day

Well.. unfortunately, it was a great morning.

I laughed a lot, I made jokes, I gave smile...

Nothings wrong

But then, in just one day..

Just in different hours..

You’re situation changed.

No laughs

No jokes

No smiles..

Everything goes wrong..

Within an hour.. you have does mood swings

How could it be so dramatic?

At first everything was doing fine, then all of the sudden

BAM !!

Nothing’s right.

Eventhough, you’re trying to do the right thing, others saw it differently.

You’re trying to be wise, but scars you’ve get.

So all you can do is to pipe down..

To be quite..

Trying to be the wind, following the air..

Go as it flows..

But you’ll never be invisible..

Its only a little problem, but it has a big impact.

Wrong timing... maybe

I’m not crying, but my heart is aching.

Is about someone you love, making you feel unloved just for the moment.

Its not the first, neither the second. Its beyond the third, and not the forth..

I’m used to it, but it always hurts.

Yes, this scar on my face, do tells a lot. 

Valuable lesson

Emg ya, pelajaran plg berharga dan yg plg priceless itu adalah pengalaman.

Org yg gapunya pengalaman, gabakal bs bertahan. 

Mau ttg apapun itu.. gabakal bs bertahan.

Dan sering2lah kita juga belajar dari pengalaman org, kl tau berakhir dgn ngga baik, knp kita msh mau nyoba? 

Krn penasaran? bisa jadi.

Emg lbh baik segala sesuatu yg kita lakuin itu dgn diri sendiri sih. 

Although, kita ga tinggal sendirian di dunia ini, tp terkdg kita harus egois. 

Mana yg baik, mana yg buruk. Mana yg hrs didktin, mana yg hrs dihindarin. 

Life is about choices. 

Hidup itu pilihan, yakan?

Dan segala sesuatu yg berlebihan itu ga baik..

Terlalu jahat, terlalu baik, terlalu sabar, terlalu agresif, terlalu pintar, terlalu bodoh, terlalu terlalu terlalu..

Trs pelajaran yg gue dpt adalah, jgn terlalu mencintai seseorg. 

Apalg seseorg yg blm pasti.

Yg gue maksud dgn 'blm psti' adalah, bukan yg msh di gantungin dan segala macem.. bukan.

Pacaran pun, bukan hal yg pasti. 

Apalg lo pacaran yg msh pd dibwh umur 20an.

Pacaran bukan komitmen... Nikah bru komitmen.

Pacar.. blm tentu dia pasangan hidup lo.

So don't hope too much.

Knp gue ngmng gini?

Krn pengalaman gue, dan pengalaman org2 disekitar gue.

Terlalu sayang.. hmm

Ada 2 kemungkinan buat org yg pcrn 'terlalu sayang' 

pertama susah lepas.. bagus kl 22nya ngerasa gtu, kl cmn satu pihak?

dan yg kedua.. malah dilepasin.. 

krn lo terlalu sayang, dan lo gangerti lg hrs gmn, disaat lo mikir dia bakal dpt yg lbh dari lo, and you're not good enough... so you let him go. 

Emg ada org ky gtu? Ada. I've been there once.. and never wanted to repeat it.

Hurtful enough. 

Tp apa bs lo nahan rasa sayang?

Hahaha rasa suka aja gbs ditahan, gmn rasa sayang? yagak? hahaha

Gue akuin.. gue muna pas blg "don't hope too much".. sypsih yg nggamau? haha nikah sm pcrnya sndiri.. apalg kl pcrnya itu.. seseorg yg we've been craving for.. 

Itu dia.. Itu lg.. Perang sm diri sndiri.. Otak sm hati.

Dmn otak gamau berharap byk krn udh terlalu trauma, dan hati yg msh membuka pintunya.

Balik lg ke yg sblmnya, Hidup itu pilihan.

Mau milih yg mana? 

Mau milih yg di dpn mata, atau ngeliat sakitnya masa lalu trs yg ngebuat jd smakin trauma tiap harinya..?

Dpn mata.

Skrg balik lg ke pengalaman, 

Prnh ga dar pny cowo ky gini?  Gaprnh

Kl mnurut pengalaman lo, mau ga ngelepas cowo yg ky gini? Ngga.

Apa lo udh terlalu sayang dar?....

Blm mgkn.. But I think that he's the last for me..

Dan gue slalu mikir, lbh baik kl rasa sayang gue numbuh stiap harinya makin lama makin byk.. 

Drpd lgsg sayang bgt dan tbtb ga sayangnya cpt jg?

Sekali lg.. pengalaman. 

Its a valuable lesson.. don't ever underestimate it.